Wich side are you on, boys ?

I have made up my mind.
Or not.
I will not go back on them.
Or not.
My life will change soon.
Or not.
We'll see...
...Or not.

Say goodbye to your sorrow, and hello to tomorrow ...

I feel that things are changing. I feel better. In my head. Now it's my body which can't stand anymore. Anyway. I don't mind. I'm strong now.

First I was stunned by their stupidy.
Now I will fight them as Cyrano did. With style.
First I thought they were right about my look.
Now I know that I can be way far sexier than them.
First I tought I couldn't.
Now I know I can. I really can.
I've got friends. It's okay. I've got him. It's more than okay. I've got my brain. It's more or less okay... I know my limits. I know what to do to set them back. It's okay, okay, okay !
I'll see. I hope. I hope so hard ...

Where will I be in six month ?
With what, and who ?...
I keep on hoping...